That was the thing. You never got used to it, the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it’s reconciled, accepted - someone points it out to you, and it just hits you all over again, that shocking.
when I say “lmao” I do not mean “laughing my ass off” I mean “lmao”
i dont even sleep anymore i just die for a couple hours each day
There is nothing to look forward to. I am a freshman in high school with little to no friends, no support, no beliefs or goals or accomplishments. I have a family who just hardly notices I am still breathing and a dog. I have nothing to look forward to and nothing to keep me here. But I guess speaking realistically I am too scared to do it. I might always be. But I hope not.
21 days cut free ruined and I still rlly want to kms
you don’t. you probably don’t know me or have even heard my voice or had a conversation with me about my favorite or least favorite things. you guys are so sweet to me but you don’t know me. you don’t know that I am just not what you think I am. And that’s no ones fault. Idk.
I want to fucking cut my vein and die
I wish I was pretty but like actually pretty, not “my friends and family think I’m pretty because they’re my friends and family” pretty
i need someone to take naked photos with tbh
I know that. But in my eyes many people really make it sound like they hate men or they already hate men or something like that
wow……my legs would look rly cute wrapped around ur waist………..„,….or ur head